sopor aeternus

anna varney möhtəşəm bir insandı. dünyanın ən gothic lyricslərini yazır. indiyənə qədər heç bir musiqiçiyə özümü bu qədər yaxın, bağlı və doğma hiss etməmişdim. hades pluton "see the shape, but can't see through, no-one can ever hate me as well as i do. know when to throw a laugh, know how to force a smile, whatever the intention ...- i'm such a "friendly" lie!" in der palastra "silver equals chill, but that suits me just fine. i'm shyly sipping water … while he drinks whole jugs of wine. he likes all kind of women, and i … i only hate … men. he marvels at all things new to him … - and i only wait … for all things in this sick world … to end." "i somewhat envy this naturally beautiful man, he never knew or encountered the hatred and shame that i bare. the doubt, the cloak of disgust and the all-devouring dread, and if i told him about it, he might only shake his head with kindly amused, melodious laughter, he then would perhaps merely smile at my … oh, so stupid silliness … and the beast that is raging inside."