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loddard · 2016-01-21

(bax: english) (bkz: disgusting jokes )..

171. Sometimes you just gonna say fuck it and start to drinking your beer.

172. "let's talk about art" said idiot to the fool.

173. Silence is the the most powerful scream.

174. i am minimalist but minimalism so fucking booring too. what can we do sometimes...when just dont have many relax? I want amount of money for not work elsewhere till the fucking end of life and instead of go to job delay with hobbies which i love. I hope that you understand or hmm dont hope. someting else. dont care

175. i can fit in a concept of being loser, i have no job, no girlfriend, never had sex and i live with my mom at the age of 28. my mom says that i live a parasitic life, she goes to work whilst i sit at home all day long. she says "do this, do that, if i die you can't survive for too long. get a job, get married, what you gonna do, why do yo have no purpose in life?" i do have a purpose, being able to make enough money to maintain my "parasitic" lifestyle is my purpose, but making money without selling my life doing everyday job is only acceptable.

i believe in suicide as a result of inner peace, i would never want to kill myself bcz of some psychological meltdown over material things, i remember once i was laying on my bed and suddenly for a moment i felt nothing like actually nothing, not in a bad way, like the time was stopped at that moment and it felt so good that i would be able to kill myself. unfortunately it didn't last long, back to reality, still mom's spaghetti.

i could never have succeeded in what i was doing bcz never been persistent, a musician, an accountant, a teacher, an Android app developer, sales manager... those are what i didnt last long doing. soon as i realised it doesn't fit me. now im a loser trader. but i swear i can become a millionaire doing this shit, bcz finally I'm persistent, lost half my investment kept going and now I'm getting hang of it, bcz i love the idea of making money doing nothing for the society.

mom tells me "ppl ask me what is your son doing, i can't say anything, i feel ashamed" i want her to say "yea my son has no job, he sits at home all day but he makes more than you losers"

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176. I smile all the time so that nobody knows how sad and lonely i really am.

177. Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

178. Life is fucked up beyond your imagination.

180. Somedays I just want to sleep forever.

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