(baxma: qış/-365484) - as you get older everything goes by so fast that you want even the things you don't like to happen more slowly. if you used to sit all winter waiting for spring to come, now you don't want the winter night to turn into morning. life is so sweet that you try to forget that you are mortal - you don't realize it until a certain age, probably late twenties, and then you realize that time is the most valuable thing you spend. The phrase "killing time" for example, is irrational. you're not killing time - maybe you're doing what you love - sitting and watching the ceiling - is perhaps one of the few privileges you have as a modern person. watching movies is not a waste of time, it is meditation. you want time to slow down even during the biggest hit you get after a while, be it betrayal or mistakes you didn't foresee, you won't learn anything if time goes by fast again, and the lie that you're immortal will become even more obvious.
winter is beautiful
mesaj @83068 3 ♥
07:08
winter is beautiful
mesaj @83068 3 ♥
07:08
@83068 I'm 21 and it's scary as fuck. Can't imagine late twenties let alone early thirties...
