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əjdahalar googlla
seri killer
Yalnız deyilsən!
Bu duyğuların müvəqqəti olduğunu və kömək mövcud olduğunu bilmək vacibdir. Dostlarınıza, ailənizə, profesionallara müraciət etməyiniz vacibdir. Sizi dinləmək və lazım olan dəstəyi təmin etmək istəyən insanlar var.
Sözlük yazarları olaraq səni hər zaman dinləyə bilərik.
Əgər yalnız hiss edirsənsə, qaynar xəttə zəng et:
☎ 860Maybe the truth is that the horizon doesn’t exist; it’s just an illusion, an illusion.
But even this illusion feels like a wound inside me.
I want, but I don’t know what I want.
I miss, but I don’t know what I miss.
I’m alive, but I don’t know why I live.
The days pass like shadows lined up one after another.
I wake up in the morning, go to the office, sit at my desk, deal with papers.
But all of this feels like someone else’s life.
I am just a spectator — the audience of my own life.
I walk among people, but I don’t belong to them.
Their laughter, their talking, their fuss… it’s all happening in a world outside of me.
Sometimes, for a moment, I think everything might make sense.
A leaf shaking on the branch of a tree, the laughter of a child running on the street, that strange blue of the evening sky…
But these moments disappear like the awakening from a dream.
Only that familiar emptiness remains, that familiar restlessness.
I write, because writing is the only way to fill that void.
But even the words I write seem to betray me.
They don’t exactly carry my meaning.
Maybe I don’t have anything to say.
Maybe I just write because silence is heavier.
Words are my only friends; but even they, somehow, are not entirely mine.
09.10.25
no OJ, no straw
When you give it to me
Hey, give it to me raw
Enjoy the ups and downs.
Enjoying being alive.
I understand that there are worse countries to be born into but we also cannot downplay how bad it is here. There is only one way to live in this country which is to be born into family wealth, which isn't going to happen 99% of the time.
We simply do not have the opportunities that people of Sweden, France, Switzerland, New Zealand, Canada etc. have. We work hard but get paid really low, meanwhile people work as much as or maybe even less than we do and get paid a lot more in comparison in the countries I mentioned.
If God exists then he is the ultimate decision maker on who gets the crumbs and who gets the bread. I for one would not worship such an unfair and unjust God. I'll never forgive God (if he exists) for spawning me in the slums of Azerbaijan. One life and you're born here.
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