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    4. #pinkcellphone
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    5. 2020 ən çox dinlənilən iki track:
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    6. Burda günlerimin pekte hoş olduğu söylenemez, plaklarımda müzik yerine hep sirenler çalıyor, ve boku çıkmış sistemin en miğde bulandırıcı mensubu sikindirik bi yaşlı pezevenk bana hayatı ve insanları anlatıyor, canım sıkılıyor. Her gün uyumadan önce “where did you sleep last night” dinleyerek uykuya dalıyorum. Ve her gece rüyamda yaşlı bi feminist büyücünün evinde bana işkence ediliyor Sofi, sana çektirdiklerimden dolayıymış, doğrumu bunlar? Sonra bazen bi hastanede görüyorum kendimi, ameliyat oluyorum ve sen bir anastezistsin, narkozu fazla kaçırmışsın üzerimde, heyecanla ağzıma burnuma oksijen basarak beni hayata döndürmeye ve kendini hayatta tutmaya çalışıyorsun.. Sanırım bu kabuslardan kurtulmam için kendime bi papaz bulmalı ve beni vaftiz etmesiyçin ona yalvarmalıyım.

    // Timidus - ölümünden birkaç gece önce sene yarısı (2011)
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    can't say that my days are very pleasant here, sirens always playing on my records instead of music, and the most disgusting member of the shitty society, a bored old pimp is telling me about life and people, I'm bored. Every day I fall asleep listening to "where did you sleep last night" before going to sleep. And every night in my dreams I am being tortured in the house of an old feminist Witch . they say It's because of the things that I did to you Sofi, is it true? Then sometimes I see myself in a hospital, I'm having an operation and you are the anesthesiologist, you've left the narcosis too much on me, nervously trying to bring me back to life and keep yourself alive by pressing oxygen to my nose. guess I need to find a priest to get rid of all these damn nightmares and beg him to baptize me.

    // Timidus - a few years before his death, midnight (2011)

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    7. he first was born
    stopped judging
    learned to sing
    made mistakes
    watched clouds
    had storms
    he cried
    he denied
    he forgot
    then she left
    he tried
    them to-get-her
    then he died

    him and them.


    https://medium.com/@timidus
    8. “Perhaps the only difference between me and other people is that I've always demanded more from the sunset. More spectacular colors when the sun hit the horizon. That's perhaps my only sin"

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