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1. müəyyən mövzu barədə daha detallı ingilis dilində yazıların toplandığı başlıq.
daha qeyri rəsmi ingilis dili yazıları üçün:
(bax: we only write in english to this topic)
On my slow return to the normal state of mind I experienced an exquisitely painful longing for something undefinable. During the day I worked as usual and this feeling, though it persisted, was much less pronounced, but when I retired the night, with its monstrous amplifications, made the suffering very acute until it dawned upon me that my torture was due to a consuming desire to see my Mother.
...
Thoughts of her led me to the review of my past life beginning with the earliest impressions of my childhood. Uncovering more and more of my past life I came to review my American experiences. In the meantime my craving had become almost unbearable and every night my pillows were wet from tears. Unable to stand it longer I resolved to quit work and go home. This I did and after a multitude of experiences I found myself in Paris(..) I had to get off some final proofs for one of my lectures before leaving and while doing this a messenger handed me a telegram from my uncle which read: “Your Mother is dying hurry if you want to find her alive.”
- A very rare story told by Nikola Tesla in a letter to a friend. He talks about his mother and her death, his dream and his thoughts on spiritualism.
painting by Arnold Böcklin, Pietà (Mercy).
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link to the whole letter 
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2. interesting study on why people are neurotic and short paragraph from the research about how female birds like bad boys but marry to dull boys, or why humans and even animals tend to like prettier/fun partners but build a life with rather dull ones. It also explained evolutionary benefits of being neurotic, which I had to google at one of the sleepless nights to make a use of it. So if you're anything neurotic, use it to your advantage. Any personality traits that you have are there for you to use for your best survival, don't neglect it, flourish it.
" -essentially, females want to make babies with a bird that sings pretty songs but they want to build a nest and care for the babies with often a much duller mate, a mate who is going to be faithful and see the offspring to maturity so they can continue the line. We know from animal research that even highly monogamous species (some birds) cheat on their mates"
https://ubc-emotionlab.ca/2011/12/why-are-people-neurotic/
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3. late night thoughts,
as I posted yesterday about how too much or less confidence looks extreme and disturbing,
the thin line in between respecting yourself or knowing your worth and despising yourself is so sensitive that either way you fall to much makes you arrogant.
say you think, "I'm good at this" or "I'm bad at this", you keep pushing the idea to the edges, cus for us, egocentric beings, it's hard to stay in the middle due to feeling of importance and being special. it's actually hard to say "I'm just another human being". which there're ppl that good at it and I respect them. I think genetic big 5 formula would be mid neuroticism and agreeableness. and of course having these self doubts and questionings are healthy as well as long as not extreme.
I personally am not great at it and still training myself. some days I say I'm empty and not good at anything, hence the imposter syndrome. other days i feel like a Greek God or a warrior. Creative ppl usually have more emotional rollercoaster anyway, an engineer wouldn't be that much unsure.
but at the end of a day, what counts is actually "doing" something, finishing a project or product. if you feel like a God, doesn't really help much cus Gods and warriors doesn't like to do anything except drinking wine. that's what I've been doing, and not proud of it. I feel like a waste of potential. I dont like enjoying life without a tangible outcome. I don't like hedonism. even though thats how ppl might perceive me. it's like, you dont always drink cus you love it, you do it cus you're in stagnation.
go and do what you've been planning to do. or maybe don't, cus nothing matters? slippery slope.
everything you do matters. only psychopaths don't care
#nosleep 4:48 am
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4. he sat there thinking
didn't have much to say,
while she was leaving.
couldn't make himself believe
let alone someone else
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5. joachim trier's - "the worst person in the world" - last film in oslo triology - is pretty well done. it shows you how there's never a safe exit strategy in love triangles. it's like zugzwang, once you love, you've already lost.
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6.
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Leibniz said we live in the best of all possible worlds or everything happens in the best way it can.
so when some say people used to live in a better world, no they didn't. or when they say everything going to get worse, no it won't. it will always get better, you will always get better, just like a gpt update your ages and experience are. and on a macro level we will get bette. as a collective consciousness. AI won't take your job, it will free you or your offspring. on a micro level you may not matter, though on a macro level we are the matter. your life is your gift and sacrifice together. maybe you will loose your job but people used to loose their life on a sword fight so you live better now. without an ultimate sacrifice you do not matter. only focusing on your benefit you can never have a clear conscience nor to become Nietzsche's ubermench, which is your only goal. some think being an ubermench or chosing a purpose is like choosing your carrier or what to do with your life, which is limitless task in a limited time. therefore it's false. hence the escape from freedom. your only goal is already determined for you by evolution which is to be a better version of yourself and to become a decent person. to become a person.
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7. - politics: shit about fukts 1 -
you don't know shit about fuck at your twenties. and you won't. its ok. if I could live my teenages again I wouldn't give a shit who is ruling the country. never voted in my life cus I couldn't but I probably wouldn't anyway. I wouldn't go to any to fucking protest and get banned from my own country and leave it to the people that you didn't even like. at your twenties you could be inventing something new, but not your country
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it's easy to decieve youth politically. they'll do anything for the othernalin. been there. you just wanna destroy something fancy.
youth shouldn't even be able to vote I was thinking but should they. it's a practice to get better at it or you're just an extension of your family. by the time you learn how to vote there won't be any democracies anyway. just like today. and it's kinda better. imagine if people actually choose someone to represent them. that's madness. monarcies are winning.
cus who the fuck thought 4 years was enough to rule? look at vladimir the lil or the aliyev the junior they're annexing, liberating the fuck out of shit. and no one even voted for them but they are cheering to them now
did you know germans actually loved hitler? fun fuct but no suprise there ofc. just like vladimir the lil, hitler cared for germany, he used the cons-piracy that usa and soviets are run by jews, and germans are getting fukt in the ass just like russians with the sanctions today but are they realy?
hitler one day woke up in the hostpital heard that his country lost the war, he lost it too, and become the mad man. so if you don't want your enemy to get better, don't attack them, cus the bombs you send will grow against you.
#politics #unclebob
https://medium.com/@timidus/politics-shit-about-facts-1-131d548cbe6c
